[UPDATED 9/28/2015] This post is in response to the unknown author who put up a WordPress blog about me several years ago people have questioned me about on occasion. I’m not a public figure, nor conducting a campaign for public office though one would think such a blog appropriate under such circumstances. I’m not a Hillary Clinton or Susan Sarandon, though some people I’ve met tell me I look a lot like the later. Over time I’ve come to the conclusion the author of the aforesaid blog has apparently been imagining me to have similar strong domineering personalities with these American icon figures that he felt a blog campaign was necessary.
Since 2012, God’s been restoring me as a new follower of Jesus following a serious bike accident that nearly took my life. God’s restoring me daily after I was convicted by the Holy Spirit of my sins I repented of. I had written some things on the Internet back in 2007 that upset complete strangers who took issue with me that they decided to cyber stalk and dominate me on the Internet. I should have ignored and forgiven them instead of filling lawsuits without an attorney. The Word of God doesn’t support the filing of lawsuits, only forgiveness. I wasn’t following God’s Word so I came under His discipline and conviction.
Following a one year recovery of the bike accident in which I suffered several broken bones, two breaks in a femur, six broken ribs, a clavicle and nerve damage to my arm, over a year later in early 2014 had a painful kidney stone blocking my urethra that would require a surgical procedure to remove. It was extremely painful and costly especially following the hospital bills I had in 2012 from a two week hospital visit.
In this pain and adversity God has been guiding me toward spiritual renewal and growth. I now hunger for knowledge of His Word, fellowship with those in Christ Jesus and to follow Jesus in my daily life. My favorite Pastor is Charles Stanley. I support the work of attorney Jay Sekulow at the American Center for Law and Justice (ACLJ), author Rehta McPhearsen’s Ministry and Ricky Scaparo’s End Time Headlines Ministry.
Whomever has authored the blog under my name on the Internet, I forgive you for it. I just wanted you to know that I’ve moved on and the blog you’ve authored with my name in it has no relevance describing who I am today in Christ Jesus. Please try to understand this if you’re still writing about someone you think you know, you can only know me by getting to know who Jesus is because I’ve surrendered my life to Him. My life is now based on God as my rock, I pray for my enemies and seek the Lord’s wisdom in my daily life. Though I’m still in the early phase of my restoration through Jesus, nothing can pull me back into the former hopeless life I was leading without Him.
I do pray for the author of the blog, only God knows who he is, I no longer try to guess or search for psychological profiles on-line of who I believe it might be because it doesn’t matter. I pray that such person will turn to God for healing over whatever I wrote that hurt and upset them. I pray they will release this burden on their hearts to God to deal with and not dwell on the past any longer because it’s unhealthy to do so.
I’ve since learned that reading and memorizing God’s Word works wonders to clean out the filth of sin from our spiritual lives. Only Jesus can hep this situation. God’s Word is true as are His promises to those who accept Him and ask for forgiveness as I have. God knows everything about us and is waiting for each to turn to Him for healing and a new life.
So, whomever authored the blog about me, I will continue to pray for your healing. God knows who you are, but I don’t. If I pray to God He will answer my prayer to help heal you. I will be using the rest of this blog for the glory of Jesus in the coming months to facilitate spiritual healing. Jesus came to save all of humanity from eternal hell where Satan will be with his fallen demonic angels after God’s Judgment. God’s true to His Word and it’s certain any human being who rejects Him will end up in eternal suffering without any hope of reconciliation with God. We all have one life to live, one chance to get right with God.
I don’t wish my worst enemy eternal hell, a place unfit for any human being to enter because man was created in God’s image. This is why Jesus paid such a high price to die on a cross for our sins to open the spiritual door to reconcile with God. Without Jesus all of humanity would end up in eternal hell forever.
I urge whomever considers themselves to be an enemy to forgive and release this burden on their hearts and consider the path I’ve taken for the only restoration possible, that is through Jesus Christ, the true Messiah and only way back to God.
“Come now, let’s settle this”, says the Lord
“Though your sins are like scarlet, I will make them as
white as snow.
Though they are red like crimson, I will make them white as wool.”
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My witness testimony video of how Jesus saved me from hell on YouTube